Life was simple back when I used to listed to Unrest and drink coffee all day

Sigh

I am old, broken and mostly lazy lately.
Where have I gone , when did I destroy myself.
A disappointment to all those that matter.

I lack eloquence, the ability to self edit and I run my mouth when I should listen.

Sigh

I guess its Monday!

Unrest and coffee.

Now I have both, yet nothing is fixed.

Self loathing.

I think I need a vacation.